Heart wrenshing and very emotinaly draining

AY YAY YAY THIS IS one crazy book, I really really enjoyed this book,
I feel so bad for Olivia I really do the poor girl, and Celab omg Wow this guys sounds Hot, thought I found this book to be so sad and Heart breaking I really did feel the pain the author wanted to portray.
I think I will wait a while until I read the next book my brain and need to process the whole thing this book is emotionally draining.
this book reminds me of the adele song Someone Like you.
it Breaks My heart to read this boook and think of this book Everything she sings sooooo relates to this book